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Journal Entry: Tue Jun 24, 2008, 7:26 PM
So far my summer hasn't been too bad; no real complaints I can make.
I just wish we could see eachother more...

I mean, I know why we hardly ever see eachother. We both work different hours. She has swim practice and meets, and she is trying to become the team's captain which requires extra work put in on her half. And to top it off she is in summer school!

I am trying my hardest to support her in everything she is doing. She wants to be a doctor, so summer school is really important. Once you are employed you have an obligation to be there for your employers. And competitive swimming is like her life! But damn!!!!

It seems like in all her plans she never even penciled me in for 5 minutes...which seems kind of ironic because during the school year she once said, "I don't know about you, but for me relationships come before school."

Maybe swimming comes before us...? I don't know...

Oh well, it's not like I'll tell her any of this anyways. She is stressed and in almost constant pain from practice, she doesn't need me adding anything more. *sigh*

Update more as the summer progresses...bye

(BTW I'm NOT outraged, DA just wouldn't let me change my mood!)

  • Mood: Outraged
  • Listening to: "Like You'll Never See Me Again" -Alicia
  • Drinking: Propel

1st Journal Rant EVER!

Journal Entry: Sun Feb 24, 2008, 8:12 PM
  • Mood: Outraged
  • Listening to: Evanescence
  • Reading: "For Annie" by Edgar Allen Poe
Ok, so I don't do this kinda thing often, but something has been urcking me all day and I just have to get my feelings out.

So, I went to church this morning with Paul. I like a lot of the kids there that are around my age because they are so down to earth and chill. They are the kind of people that will say "Yea, I got drunk and I shouldn't have. But, you know what, I'm only human." I just like that they know they have flaws and accept that, it makes them seem real.

Another thing I LIKED was the teen class. The people who taught it was the pastors oldest son Mike (21 year old) and his wife Jess (22 year old). They are just like the teens in the fact that they are real. Mike is always saying "I'm not gonna tell you going out and drinking isn't fun, because it can be! And most likely you all know this from experience. But, what I'm trying to show you is that there are other, maybe better ways you can have just as much fun." I always respected them because of their honesty and how they treated the teens like we weren't some demons from hell.

Are you following so far? Everything is cool....until now.

Paul and I walk into church this morning to hear that there will be no class special for teens anymore. Of course I'm curious as to why and I figured I'll find out from the source, Jess. Come to find out Friday her friends wanted to treat her because she's been taking care of the new baby all the time. So they took her out and Mike watched the baby. When she was out she had a couple drinks, but nothing big. The pastor found out and told them they weren't fit to teach the teens anymore and just cancelled the teen class. >.<

Now they expect the teens to split up and the girls to go into the womans class and the boys to go into the mens class. Personally, I REFUSE!

I refuse to sit with the woman because every one of them has a "holier than thou" attitude toward the teens and wants to do nothing but pick about what's wrong with us. When I first went in with my new hair, most of the woman stuck their noses up in the air at me and gave me this weird look. And that never bothered me before because I didn't HAVE to be around them that much because we had the teen class. And the people in the teen class smiled and complimented me on my hair!!!!

It just bothers me because it seems like the adults are being hypocritical on this whole thing. They preach understanding and following what God said, and they're doing the exact opposite! So what if Jess had a drink or two, the pastor use to be a drug addict and did crack! And wasn't it GOD who said "Let those without sin cast the first stone"!!!!! >X[

Now I have a dilema. I can't stand going to any church that would be so hypocritical (hence the reason I didn't go to one for a VERY long time), but I've made friends with a lot of teens there and church is the only time I ever see them. I want to leave, but I want to see my friends.

That's it, I'm going on morning class strike! If they want me in the morning, I'll be in the baseball field!

Sick boredom...*sniffle*

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 18, 2008, 3:42 PM
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So...I'm sick and rather bored. Let the reign of terror ensue!!!! MWAHAHAH*COUGH HACK WHEEZ*


Chose 10 of your OC's. Or ten of your favorite people.(like friends,family,celebreties. Anyone you think is cool.) But you can't chose yourself.


1: Kayla
2: Jeremy
3: Paul
4: Jessi
5: Aly
6: Shannon
7: Diamond
8: Josey
9: Rachel
10: Amanda


1) 4 invites 3 and 8 to dinner at their house. What happens?

Jessi invited Paul and Josey to dinner....please do not corrupt the Freshman and scare Josey! XP

2) 9 tries to get 5 to go to a strip club.

Rachel did what?! O.o
Though, I'm not entirely sure Aly would object T_T"

3) You need to stay at a friends house for the night. Do you chose 1 or 6?

I would have to choose 1 for various reasons. We'd probably be up playing video games all night.

4) 2 and 7 are making out. 10 walks in...Their reaction?

O.O "These are Shayla's other friends?! And this is what they do...?!?!?!"

5) 3 falls in love with 6. 8 is jealous. What happens?

AW! Paul falls in love with Shannon! Josey would probably not really say anything to Shannon, but that doesn't mean Diamond wouldn't for her XD

6) 4 jumps you in a dark allyway. Who comes to your rescue? 10,2 or 7?

Jessi jumps me? What did I do this time? Diamond would definately come to my rescue, she's just that kinda person.

7) 1 decides to start a cooking show. 15 minetes later what is happening?

Kayla actually isn't that bad of a cook. But if she had her own show she would most likely be like that one old lady who drank while cooking and end up drunk as all get out by the end...

8) 5 is in a car crash and is critictly injured. What does 9 do?

Rachel would cry if Aly was critically injured (as would I)!

9) 3 has to marry either 8,4 or 9. Who do they chose?

Rachel of course! *evil grin*

10) 7 kidnaps 2 and demands something from 5 for 2's release. What is it?

Diamond kidnapped Jeremy? And demands something from Aly? It would probably be a restraining order against her friend...oh the drama.

11) You get to meet either 1 or 6. Who do you chose?

The real question is meet for what? For coffee, Shannon! For video games, Kayla!

12) 10 challenges 4 to a chariot race. Why?

Amanda challenges Jessi to a ...chariot race? That is so random I can not even fathom a reason why.

13) Everyone gangs up on 3. Does 3 have a chance in hell?

Paul would have a very small chance if he used one of his flags. But we would never gang up on him! :3

14) Everyone is invite to 2 and 10 wedding except for 8. How do they react?

Jeremy and Amanda are getting married?! How unexpected! And Josey isn't invited? She would most definately be hurt, but then again she'd probably try to stop the wedding anyway.

15) Why is 6 afraid of 7?

Skipping the joke, Shannon would most likely be afraid of Diamond because Diamond would whoop her ass for talking shit. That is in an alternate reality where those two aren't tight like that.

16) 10 gathers everyone around to tell them a fairy tale. How does it go?

YAY! Story time with Amanda! We'd most likely make it into a popcorn story thing that would turn out a bit...unappropriate. XD

17) 1 arives late for 2 and 10's wedding. What happens? And why are they late?

Kayla arrives late for Jeremy and Amanda's wedding. Well then Jeremy's best "man" would be unaccounted for at the ceremony. And we will not go into details about why she was late because of young audiences; we'll just say she had some "business" to take care of.

18) 5 and 9 get roaring drunk and end up at your house. What happends?

Aly and Rachel get drunk and end up at my house? Most likely they fall asleep and then I call Kate to pick her sister up and pray she doesn't think I'm the one who got Rachel that way!

19) 3,8,6 and 4 all go to the zoo for 8's brithday party. How does it go? What presents do they get 8?

Paul, Josey, Shannon and Jessi all go to the zoo for Josey's birthday. They would run around like idiots and take lots of pictures. (sounds like fun to me!) And all presents would be vampire related! =P

20) Everyone gets together and start protesting something outside of your house. What are they protesting? What do you do?

Hee hee, they would be protesting hates crimes against people's sexuality, with Aly at the head of the pack. I'd join them of course!

21) 9 murders 2 best friend. What does 2 do to get back at them?

Rachel murders Jeremy's best friend? That is so unlike her! Payback with Jeremy...we'll just say no one wants to go through with it!

22) 6 and 1 are in mortal danger. Only one of them can surrvie. Does 6 save themself or 1?

XD I think Shannon would save herself because we all know Kayla can be pretty beastly and would probably end up saving herself.

23) Which one of them is most likely to fail at life?

Fail at life? Kayla's mom thinks Kayla would, but I don't think any of them really would. They're all just talented at their own things.

24) 5 is trapped in a cave. 10 comes to rescue them. What happens?

Aly is trapped in a cave and Amanda comes to rescue her. Amanda would just get the guard and we'd use our skills to save Aly! YAY!

25) 3 starts a day camp. What happens?

Paul starts a day camp? He'd most likely end up calling the girls to come save him from the little hellens that have overtaken the camp.

26) 4,6, and 7 are doing the Hokey-Pokey. 8 walks in. What happens?

Jessi, Shannon and Diamond are doing the Hokey-Pokey. Josey walks in. She'd say "You all are crazy." and join them.

27) 1 starts to write a fan-fiction where 9 and 10 are going out. What is 2's reaction?

Kayla writes a fan fiction where Rachel and Amanda are ging out. (That sounds about right) Jeremy would just shake his head and walk away.

28) 7 makes an apple pie. Is it any good?

Diamond makes an apple pie? Mmmmm....that would be delicious! She'd most likely use her Grandmom's recipe and it would be tasty.

29) 8 and 3 go camping. For some reason they forget to bring any food. What do they do?

Josey and Paul are going camping. Paul would probably just use his boy scouting skills and catch them some fish.

30) While they are camping, they run into The Blair Witch. What do they do? (If you haven't seen that movie pretend they ran into the Bogyman or something like that instead.)

Josey would spazz and be so happy that she is meeting them face to face. Paul would stare at her dumbly.

31) The quiz is over. What does everyone go to do now?

Party under the bridge! Shannon brings the rum, Kayla brings the goods and Jeremy brings the food! WOOT!

  • Listening to: the washing machine

8 random facts

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 5, 2007, 5:01 PM
Post these rules
1. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves
2. Tags should write a journal of these facts
3. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
4. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.


here goes:
1. Before I go to bed, I put on the clothes I'm going to wear the next day so I can sleep in longer.

2. I sleep on TOP of my covers, not under them. It gets too hot at night. >.<

3. In my dream wedding, I want one of my guy friends as the maid of honor.

4. If I must eat breakfast in the morning, I always have to take Pepto, otherwise I get really sick to my stomach and sometimes puke.

5. The best way to distract me is with SHINY things. Crystals work best though...

6. I keep an endless supply of feminine products with me at all times because having my period scares me. O.o

7. I think that male cologne smells better than female perfume, yet I still would prefere my girlfriend to wear fruity smelling scents or nothing at all.

8. If something stinks, I can not be around it at all. That includes food, rooms, and even people. XD